Y’know, I want someone I can just be with. Just be. Someone who’s interested in my hopes, dreams, wishes. Who will always be there, through thick and thin. Someone who finds me fun, silly, and easy to be around. Who loves and wants me for me, as a person. I think most people just want a relationship… or not even that, just someone to kiss, cuddle and sleep with. I want a best friend. It seems like everyone is more focused on the physical aspect of everything. Whether it’s someones appearance in general, right down to sexual desires. What about just being with them? Wanting the person because of who they are, instead of what position they can fuck you in? Sex is flat out meaningless to me unless I have an emotional connection with the person, and I can’t have meaningless sex haha. I think of the people who put off everything until marriage. Even kissing. I don’t know about doing that, personally, but I really like the truth behind it. They clearly love and want the person for all they are if they’re okay with not touching them. Granted, I have my own set of hormones that make it all tempting, but that’s not saying I couldn’t resist being physical with somebody. If the girl I fall in love with has those beliefs, I’m very accepting. Maybe I’m searching for a deeper meaning… I bet if you tell the average person who likes you, “We can be together, you just can’t kiss me.” I’m sure they’d “what-the-fuck” and forget about it. I guess I’m just looking for the girl who loves my heart. Crazy me.